I realise now that you were surprised by everyone's reaction, and it was obvious you didn't understand, so you therefore failed to deal with it.
Let me put it this way, so maybe you can finally understand.
You faced up to our General. Your aggression (to put it mildly) was noticed by us. Our General didn't give us any orders, but she didn't need to. We responded. We provided our General with assistance, with the weapons of honesty and peace. We also made it clear that we would neither tolerate nor accept aggression, from you, the aggressor. She is our General, and we are her loving and loyal footsoldiers. So loyal, and so loving, that no reaction we can give is too strong, and it is an impossibility that we give too much.
Any shit you give her, we feel directly. Any kindness you give her, we feel directly.
There's something else though, something you don't know, because you chose not to see.
She is my loving and loyal footsoldier, and I am her General. In being my footsoldier, there is no greater gift she can give. For me, there is no greater beauty in being her footsoldier.
We are many Generals. Each with many footsoldiers. To touch on is truly to touch all. You could have been this General, and this footsoldier, but you chose something different. You can change your mind.
I hope this helps to explain the troubles you have had, and if you change nothing, the troubles you will continue to have in the future. If you understand nothing else, just know, you can always change your mind.
